on time machines
A few moments with my fabulous kids:
(from Jonathan, age 10)
"Mom! I had it in my brain to say, 'poop' but I didn't! I really just wanted to say, 'poop, poop, poop, poop' and I stopped myself. Aren't you glad?!"
(from Keona, age 4)
"Mom, why do people get tic-tac-toes?"
"Hmmn, where did you see tic-tac-toes?"
"You know mom, when people paint things on their arms or necks."
(from Jonathan)
"I wish I had a time machine."
"Where would you like to go, buddy?" I asked.
"I'd go back to when Papa Lou [my dad who passed away in 2001] was having a heart attack."
It took me a minute of deep breathing to wade through the tears welling up in my eyes, then I asked, "Why that specific time, my love?"
Jonathan answered, "So I could save him."
I'd love to go back too. Just to hear his laugh and drink in the love in his eyes whenever he looked at me. I really miss my dad. He never professed to know God, but he gave me an incredibly accurate picture of God's love.
(from Jonathan, age 10)
"Mom! I had it in my brain to say, 'poop' but I didn't! I really just wanted to say, 'poop, poop, poop, poop' and I stopped myself. Aren't you glad?!"
(from Keona, age 4)
"Mom, why do people get tic-tac-toes?"
"Hmmn, where did you see tic-tac-toes?"
"You know mom, when people paint things on their arms or necks."
(from Jonathan)
"I wish I had a time machine."
"Where would you like to go, buddy?" I asked.
"I'd go back to when Papa Lou [my dad who passed away in 2001] was having a heart attack."
It took me a minute of deep breathing to wade through the tears welling up in my eyes, then I asked, "Why that specific time, my love?"
Jonathan answered, "So I could save him."
I'd love to go back too. Just to hear his laugh and drink in the love in his eyes whenever he looked at me. I really miss my dad. He never professed to know God, but he gave me an incredibly accurate picture of God's love.


8 Comments:
As one who has also lost her dad and her sister. I wish I too could go back in time and see them again. Wishing I told them I loved them more.I was 17 when my dad died I tried to help my mom revive him but it was too late. When my sister died that was when I turned my back on God. If I could I would change that point in my life too.
Alicia:
I love all of your posts about the profound and sacred "speak" of your children. It makes me pay closer attention to what my kids say. Just yesterday, my daughter asked me,
"Mom, when I was born was I zero?"
It got me thinking, and I have written a post about it on my blog if anyone is interested. Feel free to ponder the possibilites with me.
peace~elaine
http://peaceforthejourney.blogspot.com
tic-tac-toes!!!! I love that!
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Hey Alicia...I just found your blog..via the ultimate blog party... I am from Red Deer, Alberta and I had been at the womens conference...Freshwind...
I am a part of our womens ministry there... I wasn't able to stay for your whole weekend, but enjoyed what I did get to join in on...
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I'm visiting from the Ultimate Blog Party.
Kids say the cutest things! So much honesty!
Stop by to visit my party!
I too wish I could go back in time to help my father as he breathed his last breath here on earth.
Beautiful stories. Tfs.
Happy blogging!
Great to find your blog!! It is sure to be a 'favorite' - just like you!
Grins!
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